It's been 9 months today Mum. I want you back so much. We were parted so abruptly at the end. I only got the chance to say goodbye after you had gone. I wanted to be with you holding your hand as we did with Dad. I wanted you at home. That was so hard after we had been together 24/7 for so long. I feel I let you down. Please forgive me Mum. Lots of Love as always, Your Ann xxxxx